Hey heyyy 💜
Did yer miss us? 😄😄😄... No?! Ya rude betch 😤 go suck ya mom off yer twat
(Joking 🙄 we need you guys to survive 😒😘)
We have got a few things coming your way!
👽Saturday 21st sep, castle ruins at @thekingbillypub
👽Hockley Hustle 27th October at @angelmicrobrewery with @baby_tap and @witchoteast 👽In the Black Midwinter festival 7th December, sheffield
20th September @funkaholicpunk (Zera Tønin) will be a guest performer with @witchoteast, supporting @novatwinsmusic at @rockcitynottingham 🎉🎉🎉 expect creepadelic performance art 👹
10th October @circle_of_light_notts Album Launch at Metronome, the musical accumulation of a 3 week music workshop with Nottingham youth, set to be an amazing gig with so much underground talent!! 💚💚💚 electroperformanceartistdance80sartfashionmusictechnosynthrappoetryoperanovationcircuitandrogynousqueerNottinghamunderground
Back at college and have had many mental breakdowns so far because of things going wrong, but that’s just life. Things happen, you get through it 🌈
Photos taken by @mel.cuthbertson.photography
This week i have the appointment in that eatingdisorder clinic in bad oyenhausen. Im scared and my head struggle with my identity(?) the split between girlishboy and beeing an adult man is horrorbile. I dressed myself more times a day, change my piercings in out and back in. Im scared to leave my safety home like this. I dont know what the hell is wrong(?) and why i cant stop thinking about selfharm(?) shouldn't i be happy(?) lol no(?)
i should do something!? cleaning a bit, but im to tired. that night was horrorbile since a bit longer i cant stop thinking about to hurt myself, my head mades plans for. i dont know how long i can stay clean and i won't hurt my husband. it would break my heart. i love this guy so much. never thougth i could feel so intensive, my feelings were lockedout by depressions and bpd. what to do? what should i do?
urgh when it get this cold outside? i love more colder weather, but not today. want and need to go out, burn some calories but also want to stay depressed in bed.
cut my nose, ups. im not sure how it happens?shave myself and cut myself. wonderful. what an idiot.
meow💗💕 sleep very good and very very long today, drink some more cups with tea and choco cappuccino, hah so full with that drinks. but also eat, ouh i dont know if i could trust that food?...
have to go, ehw change my clothing bcs my mentalillness is freaking out. hope this more male and female part can live with this.... looks kinda like pinku trash punk. perfect. i dont know.
that comes out so bad.
!?!?!? bcs my bike get stolen???
headache, want to paint the back of my kittyhoodie but nah. i cant today. so i end it tomorrow, paint, let them dry and fix it with my grandmother. thehe the hoodie feels like a kind of punk(?) meow. 💗💕
change my cheekypiercings in one more smaller size, unsure but smaller is always better(?) blubb blubb i love this sweet fish.
bulimia hell is wonderful. lol. cant stop it. loving food to much. first time since looong i need to run out to buy bingefood.
meow. delete everything. bye negativity memories here. oh i miss my boyfriend. 3/21days over, since im allowed to visit him again. to long.