Sometimes, everything just hits at once. You know how the good things happen that are unexpected and we chalk it up to the universe aligning.. or whatever. Well that happens for shitty moments too. That moment for me was today at 8:53am when everything I was juggling just crashed into each other - my personal life, my family life, lives lost recently and lives hanging on, all my jobs, the underlying stress, all of it. It collided perfectly for me today at 8:53am and the energy from it overwhelmed me. THIS IS NOT A PITY POST!!! I’m okay, more than okay. It happens, this is normal, and when it does, let it. It’s balance. Take the moment to analyze and reflect. I think I’m in daze. I’m stung by the collision. You know that force of energy that hits you if you’re near a blast/explosion, that’s what it feels like. For a moment, we’re stunned like “holy shit, what just happened.” But just like the blast, the energy force was for a split second. Temporary. It shocked you. It overwhelms you, but now you look around, reevaluate, take an inventory, and keep going. But now I’m feeling the whiplash like why the fuck was I a crybaby earlier? 🙄 Sooo weak! 🙄 STOP 🛑. It’s normal. I’m normal. Mental health wellness is a thing. The sun rises again tomorrow. Live mas. Xoxo, Eva💋. .
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